Soulscape journaling :: Coming back to just where you started
There are times, regardless of your intention, the "outcome" or "the story" of painting and what you discover about your self, is not all tidy and clear.
Because sometimes you need more time to take in the full meaning of what came up. Sometimes... well, who knows why. Intuitive creation speaks to us in metaphor, and only you can feel into the gift that you received. What's important is not to freak, when this happens. Watch out that your mind doesn't try to trick you into a stupid story (for example, you aren't any good at this"- stop painting now)
What you need to do is continue to follow the energy, let your body- wisdom lead the way and keep on exploring you feels.